most of the ppl arnd mi nw can only possibly haf one thing on their mind--the much dreaded JUNE COMMON TESTS!! so irritating.. think half the world of jc2s din study..n the other half mugged like siao.. obviously i nt the latter la.. but i dun think i qualify for the former too.. hahah cos i too kiasee le.. so studied, but ya, nt really mugged. hahha understand the difference? mug is more jialat kinda studying.. haah
evryone waiting for common tests to be over soon, so am i la.. haha 6 daes of holidaes... in which i haf to spend a few daes to do my gp hols hw, which i've been draggin till nw.. haha dun care, it shant spoil my mood..
wanna watch spiderman!!! n mean gers!! n ella enchanted too!! i think the whole of june hols i only watch 2 movies? hahaha harry potter n arnd the world in 80 daes..
15 hrs to physics n geog paper.. hahaha
n todae's our 5th anniversary!!! *muackz* i love u -=*^eternity^*=-
how can we enjoy life in its most pristine beauty, when from birth to death, harsh realities dash our dreams?
Sunday, June 27, 2004
Wednesday, June 23, 2004
yoohoo** hee.. dun expect mi online for the nx few daes k.. com down.. budden i also nid to study maths, which i think is quite hard to pass.. hahha but i'll try my best.. =D
cant wake for common tests to be over..then i'll haf 6daes of continuous holidaes.. youth dae nx mondae!!! hee i plan v far hor? haha
*ps* love looking at u when u fall aslp.. love u so much dear!!
cant wake for common tests to be over..then i'll haf 6daes of continuous holidaes.. youth dae nx mondae!!! hee i plan v far hor? haha
*ps* love looking at u when u fall aslp.. love u so much dear!!
Monday, June 21, 2004
one dae at hm i abt to rot le..there's a kind of restlessness in mi tt juz wun go awae..but still managed to study abit.. 10 chapters of maths read..haven even do tys yet..n there's still alot more chapters to go.. itching to go out tmr.. but i shall refrain frm doing so.. [ my prediction:i'll fall aslp in the aftrnn after my bro's gone for tuition.. haha =p ]perhaps it'll be self-fulfilling prophecy of a lazy pig. haha
can barely wait for common tests to be over. dunno y.. abit heck care abt results nw. keep procrastinating till prelims..till A-levels perhaps. n i dun like this attitude. when can i get off to a fresh start?
have already made plans to watch sunrise nx thurs wif shaun n ql...hopefully it'll happen..i dun think i've ever seen the sun rise..i muz wake up! =p
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can barely wait for common tests to be over. dunno y.. abit heck care abt results nw. keep procrastinating till prelims..till A-levels perhaps. n i dun like this attitude. when can i get off to a fresh start?
have already made plans to watch sunrise nx thurs wif shaun n ql...hopefully it'll happen..i dun think i've ever seen the sun rise..i muz wake up! =p
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
thinking many tots nw..cos i juz realised tt perhaps i've neglected my frens..i mean, ya, i do meet them..but most of the time, i dun really tink of them..i'm guilty of this,really..n i am sad tt i have become lidat..when all along my frens have been there for mi, have i been there for them? :( do they noe i'm here for them? i noe some of them think tt it's better nt to disturb mi, since i'm attached n perhaps busy doing other stuff..but i wld really wan them to noe tt i'll alwaes haf the time for them, no matter wad. cos they're my frens..n frens are for life. they've been there for mi, i wanna be there for them too.. the time when weeinn called mi late at nite, i was happy to be there for her, though it was juz talking,but she said it cheered her up.. y cldnt i do such a simple act often? becoming selfish ar? haiz.
the common tests seem to weigh evryone down n making them blue, n seeing them stressed n falling sick makes mi feel tt life isnt alwaes wad we expect it to be.. 18- it seems to be the perfect age for leading an independent carefree life..but the fact is, for the past 12 yrs, we've done nth but study. n the tot gets mi down. the crap abt getting a better job once armed wif a degree, it irks mi. first the education system aims to mould us into students wif gd academic results, n now halfwae thru MY education yrs, they sae they wan ppl hu are creative, when in the first half of my education, they juz wanted results. ironic ya? n how do they expect us to perform? haha..perhaps it's juz mi, hu's unable to adapt..but the tot of gg into the working society, even university, scares mi. i dunno wad i wan in life anymore..i guess i nv did.
my mom asked mi, wad wld she hafta do to get the family to go out happily, n come hm happily. usually we wld go out reluctantly, n come hm wif black faces, heading straight for our rms.. haiz. i'm guilty of nt putting myself in her shoes. she juz wanna catch more time wif her children, both hu are growing up fast, n increasingly having a mind of their own.. soon i'll be off to uni, n my bro to poly,n after tt ns..the chances of us sitting down n having dinner seems to be getting smaller, n yet i get fed up when she insists on doing stuff together.i'm nt a gd daughter,i make my parents worry too much, n i make them angry n hurt when i throw my tantrums. i dunno hw to communicate wif them, it seems tt they are trying to reach out to mi, but i'm nt responding.n now tt they are trying to let mi be, in the hope of getting mi to share my problems wif them, i'm retreating further into my own space. i haf a feeling this scenario is gonna be hard to change, but i cant help it.
perhaps i'm stifled by sch, by the weather, so i selfishly try to push my unhappiness to them, cos i noe tt after all, we're still family, n they'll stil be there.
i'm selfish. currently reflecting.
sorry to all tt i've hurt unknowingly, i'll try to be a better person, pls forgive mi.
n to those hu are currently facing the last wk of hols b4 the dreaded june common tests, dun despair, dun gif up.. it'll be over soon, pls gif it ur best shot.. =) n i'm here if u nid mi..i promise i will.
the common tests seem to weigh evryone down n making them blue, n seeing them stressed n falling sick makes mi feel tt life isnt alwaes wad we expect it to be.. 18- it seems to be the perfect age for leading an independent carefree life..but the fact is, for the past 12 yrs, we've done nth but study. n the tot gets mi down. the crap abt getting a better job once armed wif a degree, it irks mi. first the education system aims to mould us into students wif gd academic results, n now halfwae thru MY education yrs, they sae they wan ppl hu are creative, when in the first half of my education, they juz wanted results. ironic ya? n how do they expect us to perform? haha..perhaps it's juz mi, hu's unable to adapt..but the tot of gg into the working society, even university, scares mi. i dunno wad i wan in life anymore..i guess i nv did.
my mom asked mi, wad wld she hafta do to get the family to go out happily, n come hm happily. usually we wld go out reluctantly, n come hm wif black faces, heading straight for our rms.. haiz. i'm guilty of nt putting myself in her shoes. she juz wanna catch more time wif her children, both hu are growing up fast, n increasingly having a mind of their own.. soon i'll be off to uni, n my bro to poly,n after tt ns..the chances of us sitting down n having dinner seems to be getting smaller, n yet i get fed up when she insists on doing stuff together.i'm nt a gd daughter,i make my parents worry too much, n i make them angry n hurt when i throw my tantrums. i dunno hw to communicate wif them, it seems tt they are trying to reach out to mi, but i'm nt responding.n now tt they are trying to let mi be, in the hope of getting mi to share my problems wif them, i'm retreating further into my own space. i haf a feeling this scenario is gonna be hard to change, but i cant help it.
perhaps i'm stifled by sch, by the weather, so i selfishly try to push my unhappiness to them, cos i noe tt after all, we're still family, n they'll stil be there.
i'm selfish. currently reflecting.
sorry to all tt i've hurt unknowingly, i'll try to be a better person, pls forgive mi.
n to those hu are currently facing the last wk of hols b4 the dreaded june common tests, dun despair, dun gif up.. it'll be over soon, pls gif it ur best shot.. =) n i'm here if u nid mi..i promise i will.
Saturday, June 19, 2004
blog getting too long le.. haha shall try to stop myself frm blabbering. anywae todae's flag dae was nt bad, 2 hrs at pasir ris quite many ppl donated, cos nobody fight territory ma.. haha then after tt shaun n i went lib study la.. basically tt's all i did todae. hmm.. nw shall go do maths. =) binomial n induction. blea :P
Friday, June 18, 2004
the cycle of missing u starts all over again..
supposed to be slping, as my whole family has already zzzzed..hmm,funny..first time in a wk since euro cup started that all of them slp so early, even my bro.. are they trying to make mi guilty for coming hm late? hmm but they waited up for mi..i've gt a "curfew" at 1030pm..so i'm guai todae..
went to kallang to visit dear, hmm he looks v pale, make mi worried..but he promised to go c doc le, n now he's slpin, when i called his hse juz nw..he seldom slps so early, he muz be v sick le.. =(
frm kallang rush all the wae down to tamp to watch movie wif shaun n ql..haha asked shaun buy tix first,but then he sae he short of $0.10, cos he tot todae per tix @ $8.50..so i ask him wait lor, i reaching le..haha hu noes ql reach earlier than mi..so paisae make them wait.. haha
watched "ard the world in 80 daes".nt bad ar the show, quite funny..but sit beside shaun ar abit the scary, cos he luff is v loud one..boom kind..haha so bit deaf n paisae. n we finished the popcorn 15 mins into the show..hmm they shld really shorten the commercial time..
after movie we really walked the whole of tm until legs gonna break le..cos arnd 7pm is dinnertime ma, budden evrywhere no space n somemore we nt hungry, so we finally decided on.................SWENSEN'S!!! haha cos gt ice-cream craving ma..plus we v long nv eat such stuff le.. haha budden after sitting for 2 hrs, bit regret la.. kaoz..one giant earthquake n one fish n chips cost $42.40 la!!~!!!!!! outrageous rite? $30 sth already v ex le. pengz sia. haha first time in a long while since i travel hm with no money in my wallet. so broke. haha but nvm la.. =p din spend much this wk too...
realised tt this 2 yrs in jc are probably gonna be the most forgettable in my entire sch history..haiz. nt exactly a very enriching lifestyle u noe..though i made some great frens,budden the majority is studying.. i noe i'm nt ALWAES studying..but u noe..the stress of studying is there.. haiz. hw to explain lehz. means i juz dun enjoy jc life la. shld i thank god it's over? budden there's still A-levels.. in 4.5 mths~!!!!!!!!!
trsut shaun to remind us tt we have another 12 wks to prelims. haha..n now i noe.. there's 11 wks to my bdae~!!! hahaha..i only get to be 18 once..n the nx dae has to be first dae of prelims. sianz. y mi?? haha 16 yrs old tt yr oso lidat. nx dae prac exam. so irritating...haha but tt's life rite? =p
shaun sae i become mature. n he sae is gd. haha ok lor. dunno la.. lately i think we grew up. haha.. 2 yrs of jc really changed us alot..hope if for the better... n juz nw after toking to them, gt bit stress to study..haha but muz oso haf determination, n after having wasted a few wks, i muz sae i bit tempted to juz let ct go..but i will let myself down. so i shall nt. n U shall nt too, my frenz~!!!! hahaha
tmr flag dae.sianz. haha.then sundae go celeb my cousin's 6th bdae..she getting older so m i.. haha
n i still cant believe shuan's attached. like so fast. hahaha but at least he followed his heart, as i knew my nianning will haf no effect wadesoeva. he's shaun u noe. =p
went to kallang to visit dear, hmm he looks v pale, make mi worried..but he promised to go c doc le, n now he's slpin, when i called his hse juz nw..he seldom slps so early, he muz be v sick le.. =(
frm kallang rush all the wae down to tamp to watch movie wif shaun n ql..haha asked shaun buy tix first,but then he sae he short of $0.10, cos he tot todae per tix @ $8.50..so i ask him wait lor, i reaching le..haha hu noes ql reach earlier than mi..so paisae make them wait.. haha
watched "ard the world in 80 daes".nt bad ar the show, quite funny..but sit beside shaun ar abit the scary, cos he luff is v loud one..boom kind..haha so bit deaf n paisae. n we finished the popcorn 15 mins into the show..hmm they shld really shorten the commercial time..
after movie we really walked the whole of tm until legs gonna break le..cos arnd 7pm is dinnertime ma, budden evrywhere no space n somemore we nt hungry, so we finally decided on.................SWENSEN'S!!! haha cos gt ice-cream craving ma..plus we v long nv eat such stuff le.. haha budden after sitting for 2 hrs, bit regret la.. kaoz..one giant earthquake n one fish n chips cost $42.40 la!!~!!!!!! outrageous rite? $30 sth already v ex le. pengz sia. haha first time in a long while since i travel hm with no money in my wallet. so broke. haha but nvm la.. =p din spend much this wk too...
realised tt this 2 yrs in jc are probably gonna be the most forgettable in my entire sch history..haiz. nt exactly a very enriching lifestyle u noe..though i made some great frens,budden the majority is studying.. i noe i'm nt ALWAES studying..but u noe..the stress of studying is there.. haiz. hw to explain lehz. means i juz dun enjoy jc life la. shld i thank god it's over? budden there's still A-levels.. in 4.5 mths~!!!!!!!!!
trsut shaun to remind us tt we have another 12 wks to prelims. haha..n now i noe.. there's 11 wks to my bdae~!!! hahaha..i only get to be 18 once..n the nx dae has to be first dae of prelims. sianz. y mi?? haha 16 yrs old tt yr oso lidat. nx dae prac exam. so irritating...haha but tt's life rite? =p
shaun sae i become mature. n he sae is gd. haha ok lor. dunno la.. lately i think we grew up. haha.. 2 yrs of jc really changed us alot..hope if for the better... n juz nw after toking to them, gt bit stress to study..haha but muz oso haf determination, n after having wasted a few wks, i muz sae i bit tempted to juz let ct go..but i will let myself down. so i shall nt. n U shall nt too, my frenz~!!!! hahaha
tmr flag dae.sianz. haha.then sundae go celeb my cousin's 6th bdae..she getting older so m i.. haha
n i still cant believe shuan's attached. like so fast. hahaha but at least he followed his heart, as i knew my nianning will haf no effect wadesoeva. he's shaun u noe. =p
Wednesday, June 16, 2004
quiz
did sth on http://www.naucon.net/misc/tests/love_test01.htm
1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
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1. You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and
free.
2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is creative, never let you feel bored.
3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.
4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.
5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is that both of you can talk about everything and
anything, no secret is kept.
6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.
7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.
8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.
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@ 9:01 PM
dear unwell todae, so cant go out le.. ah~!! miss him so much.. dying soon x_x but i promised him tt i will study todae..so i will, even if i bore to death.. i will study de~! but still, very sad.. juz hope sat can c him..
*u r in my heart,alwaes* muackz~!
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dear unwell todae, so cant go out le.. ah~!! miss him so much.. dying soon x_x but i promised him tt i will study todae..so i will, even if i bore to death.. i will study de~! but still, very sad.. juz hope sat can c him..
*u r in my heart,alwaes* muackz~!
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@ 8.45 PM
haha first blog lehz... =)hahah
ydae studied wif gen maths..i think i forgot all formulae la..todae studied chem wif leen weeinn hong n yinjie..n i realised i forgot almost evrything under organic chem. blea. hw to survive? help anyone?
within 2 daes hor, i eat abt 3-4 packets of potato chips la..haha scary rite? n gen insisted on buying chocs for mi.. will i fall sick again? hope nt.. *pray hard hard* if nt i will kena scolding again..
i v seldom wanna go swimming one lehz..budden turns out i cant go swimming le. sianz. =( but nvm, there's alwaes a nx time, for tt sudden inspirational moment when i wanna move my fat butt. haha
oh yea, haha u ppl dun expect much fancy stuff on my blog k.. i juz added the cbox but nth else special..wail till after common test maybe then i go do sth nice to this blog..
weeinn asked all of us todae wad's our wish list.. haha thinking tt evryone of my fren shld all gimme a wish list at the beginning of the yr, or at least near their bdae..lidat i buy their present no nid so head8..though i noe buy present shld be wad i think the person will like most, but i think tt if buy sth they wan or nid it'll be better..n no nid risk tt person not liking the present rite? haha n when weeinn asked.. i gt nth much tt i wan lehz.. hahah budden she forced mi la, so i squeezed out 5 items, which i cant really rmb.. sorry ar.. hahah btw~~~~my bdae: 12th Sept!! gg to be 18 soon le.. =)*hint* haha..budden i'm one person hu u cant ask a wish list frm, cos i'm a HAPPY ger~! :D
eh, juz ydae i was thinking on self-reflecting lehz..budden ydae i nv online.. did i? i dun think so.. n so i din blog..n nw my tots lost again..haha as usual.. another dae perhaps.. =p
dun wan blog le..getting longer ah my entries, more n more like shaun's... hahah
finally tmr..i get to c u..
haha first blog lehz... =)hahah
ydae studied wif gen maths..i think i forgot all formulae la..todae studied chem wif leen weeinn hong n yinjie..n i realised i forgot almost evrything under organic chem. blea. hw to survive? help anyone?
within 2 daes hor, i eat abt 3-4 packets of potato chips la..haha scary rite? n gen insisted on buying chocs for mi.. will i fall sick again? hope nt.. *pray hard hard* if nt i will kena scolding again..
i v seldom wanna go swimming one lehz..budden turns out i cant go swimming le. sianz. =( but nvm, there's alwaes a nx time, for tt sudden inspirational moment when i wanna move my fat butt. haha
oh yea, haha u ppl dun expect much fancy stuff on my blog k.. i juz added the cbox but nth else special..wail till after common test maybe then i go do sth nice to this blog..
weeinn asked all of us todae wad's our wish list.. haha thinking tt evryone of my fren shld all gimme a wish list at the beginning of the yr, or at least near their bdae..lidat i buy their present no nid so head8..though i noe buy present shld be wad i think the person will like most, but i think tt if buy sth they wan or nid it'll be better..n no nid risk tt person not liking the present rite? haha n when weeinn asked.. i gt nth much tt i wan lehz.. hahah budden she forced mi la, so i squeezed out 5 items, which i cant really rmb.. sorry ar.. hahah btw~~~~my bdae: 12th Sept!! gg to be 18 soon le.. =)*hint* haha..budden i'm one person hu u cant ask a wish list frm, cos i'm a HAPPY ger~! :D
eh, juz ydae i was thinking on self-reflecting lehz..budden ydae i nv online.. did i? i dun think so.. n so i din blog..n nw my tots lost again..haha as usual.. another dae perhaps.. =p
dun wan blog le..getting longer ah my entries, more n more like shaun's... hahah
finally tmr..i get to c u..
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